When I finally got myself together and went to see a psychiatrist, I already had done a lot of bulls**t. Too many wrong, stupid, nonsense and embarrassing bulls**t. For years. Decades. Let’s say, since I have memories. The last straw was a phone call with my mother. I had a couple of shots of tequila…
My story with Bipolar 1 begins in October 2021. I was attending college at the time. It was almost impossible to concentrate and stay on top of all my work. I had never struggled in school before this, and I didn’t understand why I was having such a hard time. I was starting to experience…
I remember standing in front of the mirror with my meds in my hand. I wondered if I was about to lose my personality. The thought that I may have never been myself was really odd. Of course that didn’t happen. I am still me, just more stable. I still have a sense of humor,…
I’ve lived with bipolar disorder for a long time now, but even before I was diagnosed I have suffered with one symptom in particular. People might think that sex addiction isn’t real, but believe me, living with hypersexuality is far from a joke. I first started to develop traits of bipolar in my early teens,…